Monday, July 26, 2010
547:
Morning meet Moon and Desmond at Vivo city as I went for the Hair For Hope Shaving donation event. Moon and Desmond came to support me and as well as accompany me.. Thanks guys!! Spend 2 to 3 hours of waiting. But is worth it.. Had KFC as lunch.. Damn hungry while waiting. Went to Clark Quay the central shopping center for getting a present for Zheng Yang 21st birthday. Went to uncle house to collect car then drive to Zheng Yang house to wish him happy birthday and pass the present to him then I went off already. Meet cousin at hougang plaza for Kbox session. Wuhoo... After K session, send them home and meet Joseph to meet QL for some lepak session. But in the end, she cant make it then have to go home. Send Joseph home then went uncle house to fetch dad home. Just back home only.. So tired.. Gonna go rest now!!
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2:14 AM
Sunday, July 25, 2010
546:
Just back home awhile. Just now went to Raymond's birthday party.. Then after the party meet Sam and Joyce to watch movie. Watch Old Cow and The Tenter Grass. After moive, went for supper and to loyang Tao Bei Gong temple to pray as this is the first time i went for it. After everything, send Sam and Joyce home then come back home. Guess tat's all for tonight.
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4:10 AM
Friday, July 23, 2010
545:
Went army market to get some stuff for NS. Slippers and zip lock bag.. Went bugis after that. When reach bugis, met Leo. He was with his friend. Chat with his awhile then I went for BHG to get some stuff. Walk about of bugis junction awhile then went bugis streets and went to pray. Walk back to Bugis Junction there to take bus to Suntec. Went Sam work place to find him which is at Marina Square prize stage. Get Yoshi for pei shan and some stuff of myself too.. Hoho!! Stay there for like 3hours and help sam and his friend with something. After leaving Marina Square, went to Aaron house to meet him as we plan for an meet up b4 I went for my NS. Had dinner with him and his mum at the coffee shop nearby his house. Went back after that. Had alot of chit chatting, video viewing and learn abit of photoshop. Fun and great.. Hahah.. Just back home for awhile. B4 coming back, went to bought supper at Mac. Now having it. Think tat's all. Gtg!!! Night!!
Ps: Love to be love by you!!
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12:23 AM
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
544:
Nth much about today. So random post bah..
This few days have too many things happen already. Just don know how it started. Quite Heart aching too. Ups and down.. Everything happen just like a speeding car. Too fast for me to react. I'm so lost. I don know how to handle and settle with it. What should I do?? Some problem I just don know how it happens. Worse for me.. Feel like just dig a hole and hide inside to avoid facing it.. What to do?? What am I suppose to do?? Some problem I know Some problem i don know.. But everyone just don wan tell me wat happen. Haiz.. Why I have to been through all this. Why I cant have a simple life with no worries. When could I have?? Next week gonna book in to 42 SAR already. Pls let me settle everything b4 I went in, If nt, i'm nt going to be happy and let it rest man. Haiz.. Hopefully everything can go through well..
Tml need to do some shopping. For my NS stuff. Gonna to turn in early tonight. Tat's all.
Ps: Cry on my shoulder!!
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10:37 PM
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
543:
Yesterday supper was great.. Wuhooo!!! =]
As for today went to return lens at clark quay. When to funan and find Pei Rong to chit chat awhile. Went I was going to leave funan, it started to rain man. And it rain damn heavily. Then I have no choice to get my ass stuck at there for awhile. Then Pei Rong offer me help to send me to City Hall with 2 umbrella including herself. Thanks for her help, if nt, i have no chance to leave Funan man.. Walk to Marina Square to find Sam but he was nt there and later he call me and told me he was sleeping... WTH man!! But lucky i din wait there.. Took Train back to yishun and go back to my work place to visit all my work friends and aunties!! Love them love them.. All the aunties take care of me alot alot!! =] Bus out of OCC with Eqa then chat with her until alight the bus. =] Went home after that. So tired. think tat all for tonight bah.
Ps: Pls tell me what happen can?? If you keep quiet, how would I going to know. Pls tell me can!!
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11:54 PM
Monday, July 19, 2010
542:
Just few days only. Alot of unhappy stuff going on. Too much stuff already. I choose to hide inside my heart. I don wan to be so unhappy anymore. The more unhappy I am, the more I din wanna to go for my NS. I just don know what to say.
Saturday was out with MinMin. Went to Orchard to walk walk.. And I also went to bought my crumpler bag for my camera.. Just make myself to concentrate on MinMin but nt other stuff. Had our dinner at Cafe Cartel, then went to Vivo City sky garden to chit chat and take lots of photos. How I wish I could just stop tat for awhile. Bus home with MinMin. Guess she is too tired so nv talk alot on the bus. Let her rest. After reach home, get my dad's car then went to pick up yew beng, hao Ming and Swee Siong to meet Airu coz got some stuff need to handle. Then went supper at Jalan Kayu. After that send everyone home.
Sunday is a tring day.
Saturday slept at Sunday 5am then wake up at 6am. Get myself prepare then went out. Tat day had an event at APSN HQ. Which is near Katong Shopping center. Got photo event.. Once event end, went to cousin house and take something. went home at 8plus and I cab home. Too tired and I slept from 8plus till today 2plus.
Later meeting beng and hao ming for supper. Waiting for dad!!
Ps: I miss you badly everyday.
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8:28 PM
Friday, July 16, 2010
541:
If- 陈晓东
幸福不是每一天都有
错过以后要等很久很久
别让你的快乐在我怀中变成泡沫
至少我们依然是朋友
如果我不适合握你的手
带着我的祝福好好的过
藏起心痛我想我还能忍受
这点寂寞用最沉默的温柔
微笑对你挥挥手
if you cry 我会明白
if you smile 我也会温暖
走累了
if you don't mind 和我坐下来看看天的蓝
if you cry 还有我在
if you try 陪你等待
你永远不会孤单
有个人只为了你存在
幸福不是每一天都有
错过以后要等很久很久
别让你的快乐在我怀中变成泡沫
至少我们依然是朋友
如果我不适合握你的手
带着我的祝福好好的过
藏起心痛我想我还能忍受
这点寂寞用最沉默的温柔
微笑对你挥挥手
if you cry 我会明白
if you smile 我也会温暖
走累了
if you don't mind 和我坐下来看看天的蓝
if you cry 还有我在
if you try 陪你等待
你永远不会孤单
有个人只为了你存在
if you cry 我会明白
if you smile 我也会温暖
走累了
if you don't mind 和我坐下来看看天的蓝
if you cry 还有我在
if you try 陪你等待
你永远不会孤单
有个人只为了你存在
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12:19 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
540:
Last 3 days of work has gone. Left 2 more days to go. Time getting shorter and shorter. The cant bear feeling is getting stronger and stronger. Miss you all!! Love <3!!!
Today was another day of running here and there again. Set this and that again. Fall asleep in 1 of the function while finish my set up. I was damn tired and wherever I go, I just sleep. I don know why i'm so tired. Haiz.. This kind of days ending soon. While setting 1 of the function room, row table into the room and get injure again. The wood chip just went straight into my palm and I asked my work friend to pull out for me. Its painful and blooding But awhile later nt bleeding le. But the pain is still there and hard to work with tat little pain. Today end work at 7 then faster went home to bath and change and went out. B4 went out, quarrel with mum then went out. Went to fetch Pei Shan then went to Chong Pang eat dinner (for me). After that, yishun dam to slack and chit chat. Follow by Jalan Kayu to eat prata. Send her home then back home.. Just reached home 30min ago I think. B4 sleep, come post then go sleep already.
Sorry that I get jealous too easy.
Although you explain to me already but still.
I know I cant but I just go for it.
I'm sorry.
Time getting shorter and shorter.
I don know what to do already.
I cant be nt worried about you.
Nt worried about you when I'm in camp.
I shall ask you something 1 fine day.
Face to Face.
Night my dear.
Love Love!!
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1:21 AM
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
539:
Today work was damn tiring. Run here and there and set this set that.. Damn tired.. Fall asleep while resting and too tired till i drop my phone on the floor and my phone went no sound.. OMG!! How am i going to use my phone until i went for my ns.. Arhhhhhh!!! Today went work at 9.30 then follow 1 of my work place aunt de car to AMK.. Waited for the bus very very long man. Reach home and faster get bath and use come till now. So late already and i still nt sleeping.. Tml work 11!! Gonna go sleep already. bye!!!
Guess and confirn that I reall like you already.
If nt, I wont be so worried and get bother about the things happening around.
As I tell you that I need some time to think of something.
Yes. I thinking of this.
Think of why am I worried about you so much till sometimes I cant even eat while thinking.
Kept thinking are you taking care of yourself anot. Thinking of this and that.
You are very popular to alot ppl as I slowly get jealous already.
I know this is your way of life and I will accept it.
Accept that your life have alot alot of guys. I have to get use to it..
If nt, bad things is gonna happen real soon just like last time..
I don wan this to be happen again.
Like I told you b4, I love you, I have to accept ur way of life.
I don know why I love to think tat much. I just simply don know why.
Sorry I have been like tat.. But I think I wont say much here.
Got chance then say bah..
Love Love!!
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2:06 AM
Monday, July 12, 2010
538:
Today was Grandma actual day birthday. And also Mei Xuan Celebrate her birthday too.. Afternoon time went to unlce house to meet cousin. Then meet up with Airu then go bugis together. Airu need to go repair something and Cousin need to get something too.. At simlim for 2 to 3 hours to get something. After getting, went back to uncle house and also send Airu home. Eat dinner and celebrate grandma birthday. I went off after cake cutting as I need to went to Mei Xuan birthday. Stay there awhile then after cake cutting then went off already. Went to Serangoon to meet QL and her mum then send them home. Back home awhile ago. Tml gonna work!! Tired Tired!!
I'm glad tat I able to reach there in time and fetch you and your mum home.
And happy that she din say anything according to what you say. =]
Finally got the time to meet you again. I miss you alot.
We had alot of chit chat in the car. Sad that have to go home if nt, is a endless chatting.
And I wanna to say thank you!! (You should know the reason)
Plus also cannot always I happy you happy ok!! Nt fair to you..
Thank you Thank you!! ^^
Love Love!!
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1:54 AM
Sunday, July 11, 2010
537:
Today went to grandma house with mum as is a visiting. When till noon time, take bus with uncle home but I alight at mrt station. When to Plaza Sing then walk to Sunshine Plaza to ask for my instant camera price then walk back Plaza Sing again. Meet up with MinMin for a movie outing. Catch the wrong moive!! Abit waste money but nvm. Quite nice also the show. After moive, accompany MinMin to Teka then I met Raymond at Fast East plaza. As we are attending Leo's birthday party at Serangoon Gardan. Was late for the party coz traffic jam. Once reach there faster went to meet him this all. Take photos for cake cutting session. After the party, birthday boy and some of us decide to go out chill. Acutally going watch movie but in the end no more tickets already then we decide to go players at clark quay. A place you can drink, eat and play!! So fun. Play alot alot of games over there. Play till very late. 4plus in the morning then reach home. Oh ya. While we waiting for our seats I saw my church friends. Then i went to take to them and take photos with them.. Love them!! Wuhoo... Last night was great man!! I enjoy myself alot.. =]
I very happy tat you say you miss me too.
Really very happy.
But sorry that I din know that you are nt happy at tat moment.
Sorry. I promise it wont happen again OK!! =]
Love Love!!
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11:14 AM
Saturday, July 10, 2010
536:
Today is a long, tiring, fun,sweat and sad day for me.
Start with long!!
Today work 12hrs man!! Dying but use to it already. For the pass 4 to 5months of working at OCC, this is my working hrs.. What to do.. Regular staff are like tat de. No life at all man!! Damn shit!! Haha. But overall still enjoy it!!
Tiring is 12hrs of work. Din get a chance to rest for like 10min unless I do function. Don even get to drink water.. Haiz.. Carry and push tables and chair. Set buffet line and lots of rubbish to do. Today while pulling a table to go against the wall accidently smack my finger and the table and wall together.. Kena Blood clone.. Hahaha.. Then b4 went to do function, I squeezz the blood out.. Wuhooo!! So Fun!! Haaha.. Oppss.
Fun and Sweat is together!! Run here and there!! With work friends. Disturb each other while the function is going on using SMS!! Pull all the chairs from 1 function room to rooftop to keep it.. As the function room need to use.. Do so many things together is so fun! Even manager join in the fun with us.. Haha.
Sad part and is the last part. But got 2 parts.
1st is I'm gonna quit my job soon as I need to rest before enlisting and I need to get my army stuff. No more having fun together. No more sayang from aunty already!! I gonna miss all of them.. I love them!! Enjoying my work time with them!! Always make my day. Nt only aunty but still got my work partners. Everytime work together, eat together, run together and everything together. This kind of life is gonna end real soon.. I only left 4days of work to go and after that say bye bye to my beloved friends at OCC!! But b4 I went for my enlistment, I will go and visit them 1 last time!! Hehe..
Here comes the 2nd part.
I just don know how and what to say. But just now tat's really hurts. Direct hit on my heart! WTF you want!! Small stuff really have to use tat kind of words and attitude?? I know you kept saying sorry.. But is nt your fault ok my dear!!! I nv blame you. I know you are having ur hard time of the month, so I understand. I understand how you feel. But all I wan is to show you my concern towards you. I'm trying my best le.. Everytime during work time or off work time, seeing my friends all of them are on the phone with their gf!! I'm so envy!! How I wish you could just call me for like a min or something to cheer me up when i'm working. All i wan is a little attention from you.. Give me a call while I am working. And I told you b4!! A little words from you can make my day.. But from tat day till now. I only receive a msg with that magic word on it. I know I asking too much already. But just a word hope can see it while i'm chionging for my work.
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12:32 AM
Thursday, July 8, 2010
535:
Another day of work work work and work!!
Nth much is going on. Just kept myself busy and nt to go think about stuff. Busy till nv drink lots of water. Walk here and there, Run here and there.
Kept myself busy!! Today end work early. Coz nth to do. No need to do function. Actually meeting airu tml for getting her birthday present but too bad my friend just call me and ask me to do function tml.. So cant make it. On the way home, just make myself blank. And Been waiting for your msg. Been waiting and waiting but still!!
Showing concern isit also a kind of wrong or fault??
I don get it.
I don wanna to say anything more.
If nt, I gonna walk back to where I walked b4.
Arguement and Quarrel. And even lost a friend that I love and like!
Beening waiting for your msg and wanna to keep awake until you reach home.
Suddenly fall asleep while waiting but I told myself I must make sure you reach home safely and then willing to go rest. But who knows, in the end. I get what I don wan. Haiz. Nvm..
I just have to face what I receive.
Confess.
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11:19 PM
534:
Nth much today since today is a off day for me. Din went out.. So rest at home. Grandma and Aunt went to my house again.. For what?? Dry swimming again!! Lock myself in my room for the whole afternoon till evening. Was watching show the whole day. Just don let myself think so much since my off day.. Rest my body and brain. Evening time, MinMin come over to my house. Come to do her birthday door gift together. Teach her how to do and make her learn.. Start abit then she went for her running, then I went to watch tv and eat dinner. 1 and a half box of fried rice and 1/4 of hor fan.. Wow!! Alot right but I still hungry after that!!! Once MinMin come back le, we continue her door gift work. Do until grandma and aunt they all wan go home then send them and MinMin home. Once reach MinMin house downstair, chat awhile then she relised tat she forgot take her wallet then I went back home and take for her. Once reach, went to find her and chat abit then went off liao.. Tml got to work.. But friend haven call me whether need to work anot. But I don care, I just go as the same timing. LOL!! Got to rest le. Night ppl!!
Haiz. I know you don wan me to be like tat.
But I don know.
I just cant control myself.
I just wanna to do what I wan.
You don wish me to bleed on the paper so that I cant let you see what I cant say.
But sometimes, I just wanna tell you.
I'm so limited to some stuff!!
Even wanna meet you, also cant.
Don have fate to meet.
Isit so hard to make 2 person meet?
All I do, All I say, I just have to face it!!
Wat happen to me??
Am I crazy!! What am I thinking about?
Suddenly the feelings just strike me back.
Why do I have the feelings?
Wat happen to me actually!!
I will end my post of the day @
1:06 AM
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
533:
Bleed by Hot Chelle Rae
I feel like I'm drowning in ice water
My lips have turned a shade of blue
I'm frozen with this fear
That you may disappear
Before I've given you the truth
I bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can't say
I'm dying here (I'm dying here)
'Cause I can't say what I want to
I bleed my heart out just for you
I've always dreamed about this moment
And now it's here and I've turned to stone
I stand here petrified
As I look you in your eyes
My head is ready to explode
I bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can't say
I'm dying here
'Cause I can't say what I want to
I bleed my heart out just for you
And it's all here in
Black and white and red
For all the times
Those words were never said
I bleed my heart out on this paper for you
So you can see what I can't say
I'm dying here
'Cause I can't say what I want to
I bleed my heart out just for you
I bleed my heart out just for you
I will end my post of the day @
1:46 AM
532:
Today work was easy and slack. Just set up and eat eat eat!! Eat whole day.. Work end early and went to take car from dad then went back home and change. Went to Ikea help Min Min to find something about her birthday door gifts.. Walk the Ikea 2 round then found it.. After went courts to walk around too. Went back home after that. Bought dinner and watch tv on the same time. Send Grandma home and Aunt to mrt station. Try to stop my mind from swing away as I need to drive home.
Haiz. I knew this will happen 1 day. Just the matter of when will it happens. All have to blame myself and my big mouth for telling I have a blog. If nt this will nv ever happen. I'm sorry for what I wrote. I'm sorry for what I say. But still, I wanna to let you know how i feel. Let you know what I wan. Hope that I wont be regret after showing you my blog. Was controling myself nt to drop a single tears out. But I almost let it out. My heart is aching. I put salt on my wound again. Its really hurts. True that I have to know this.. And I have to know it now. if nt, it will be painful when comes to the later part. Don know whether are we able to meet already just be cox of this case. Trying my best to meet you but all been push away. Isit giving me hint to stop whatever things I need to do?? I cant affort to lose anyone for now!! I going enlist soon.. I don wan anyone to leave my circle of friends. I don wan.. I will break down if this happen. 1 more week and I gonna end my work soon. So I have to treasure my time with my beloved ones soon.. Everyone and including you. I nv ask for anything but I just need a day from you. I full day without disturbing. I don know whether am i doing the correct thing anot. My brain now is so so so so blank and my heart is painful!! What will happpen next?? Can anyone let me know as I can prepare for it??
Pls Take Care of ur back ok!! Pls!
I will take care too.
I don wan to get worried about your everything.
I just wan you to be happy with whatever you have now.
I wan you to get well soon and be healthy.
There are some stuff tat I cant say it out..
Even on my blog.
I just have to keep inside my heart and say to you in the air!!
I.........................
Loves Is Just All About This And That!!
I will end my post of the day @
12:42 AM
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
531:
It has been almost 1month tat I din touch my blog already!! This 1 month have been busy with lots of lots of stuff..
Work, Outing, Pinic, Wedding, 21st Birthday and some other stuff..
Work for almost 1 month already but leaving soon due to my NS!! Gonna give myself some time to rest and prepare my stuff.
Recently just have my first pinic with Teresa, Xuan De and Hui Min! Actually the plan was at botanic garden but raining so we have to change a location. Change to Teresa House. Fun time at there.. Food and photographs!! Love to the max!!
Wedding wise is Aaron and Geraldine wedding!! My first wedding bomb letter but well, i enjoy it.. Been helping the both of them alot alot.. Take video, take photos. Lots of fun things happen on their wedding!!
21st birthday i went was Trudy's which is yesterday and yew beng one was last month.. Help to take photos too.
Just being glad tat i went to yew beng birthday party, I met you. For now, without you, my life would be very bored now adays. You kept me busy and thinking of whether you are fine anot. Been trying hard to meet you as my time is getting lesser and lesser. I mean my freedom.. Recently my life been kept busy with you now.. Recently, I just know that you still cant let go of him. At first is kind of heartache when you reply that but you told me if I willing to wait then might be a chance.. But how long?? And you really will choose?? I just being so lost today. Kept thinking of you..
What are you doing, what are you doing!!
Did you drink more water?
Did you listen to what i told you?
Do you feel anything?
Do you really treat me as what you wan or just don wanna to hurt me?
Do you really know how much I treat you?
I'm just waiting. As my time getting lesser and lesser!!
I don have much time left. As I go for my NS, I cant do anything I wan already.
That's all I can say.
Take Care my dear!!
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2:05 AM
