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Saturday, August 30, 2008


I'm back again. Really nth much today. Stay at home the whole day. Then aunty, uncle and little cousin come. Then whole day was smsing and msning her. Haha. Then half chatting with her, half studying abit loh. Then just now take a pic of my little cousin wearing my sunglasses. Haha. So cute. Later upload for you all to see. Then nth much after tat, till dinner and watch tv this all.


I'm so happy tat
we getting better and better le.
I just hope it will keep on like tat.
I just wanna to chat with ya everyday.
Hope you can give me the
chance of chatting with ya everyday.

Cant wait till Wednesday to meet ya..
=D

I will end my post of the day @
11:58 PM


Now nth to to do. Come post abit. Last night 3am then sleep. Coz help Shu Min with her blog. She ask me help her do 1. Do this do that until 3 loh. So tired. Then eat finish lunch. Now chatting with her. Haiz. Think later going out with father.

Take Care of yourself,
Hao Bu Hao.
I only can accompany you half way.

Don be
Sad, Disapointed and stress.
Just don think so much.
Exam coming le.
Jia You.

I will end my post of the day @
12:41 PM

Friday, August 29, 2008


Today school start at 9 coz got class test. Then finish at 10.40like tat. Then when to meet Faith then go home together. Reach inter liao, saw Wee Teck. He is on the way to school but 5min later he call me to wait for him coz his lesson cancel and he don know. BLUR ASS!!! Then we wait for him. After he reach, we 3 went to Hougang Mall to eat lunch at Long John. After eating, went to Wee Teck de work place at lvl 2. He go find his work friend. Then we went to walk walk and accompany his work friend to eat lunch. After tat, went home. Reach home liao play com until 5 like tat went to watch tv until dinner time. Haha. Same old thing happen again. Fall alseep again. Then wake up at 7 like tat, wake up liao go bath and come online. Then just now delete all the contacts in my SIM card. Then reenter all the contact again until now. Then come post liao. I just change my blogskin. I hope is nice.

You suddenly msg me.
Then I was thinking tat,
did you saw yesterday the msg.
But you tell me,
you don know.
Haha.

I was like
disappointed awhile.
But is ok.
My wish come true.
I just hope we can keep on like tat.
=D

I will end my post of the day @
10:34 PM

Thursday, August 28, 2008


Today wake up 9 then go brush teeth this all and eat breakfast. After breakfast go bath. After bath wait for father to use finish use toilet then drive me to my driving place. Then after my driving, father come fetch me. First, we went to PS de starhub to change my mobile plan. Then after tat, went to Suntec for the PC show. Then all car park full then bo bian have to park at Raffies City. Then from Raffies City, father and I walk throught City Link Mall then Suntec. Along the way, I msg Faith ask him where is he and Airu. Then we all together walk to Pc show. Stay there until 5plus then father fetch us to hougang mall coz later we having dinner with my church friend. Eat dinner with them until 8plus. Then after dinner, me, Han Yong and Lester went to Bro jo house and pass him things then Han Yong and Lester accompany me walk back to my house downstair. Thanks guys for the accompany. Then come back rest awhile then go bath then come online and post.

Sorry.
Now I just cant fall down so fast.
But pls,
give me time to fall down.
I need time to.
Just sorry.
But I know wat should I going to do now!

Everytime when
I heard my phone rang.
I just hope is you.
But I know
you wont do this.
You don usually start the msg,
unless I ask you to msg me
when you reach home.
I know our friendship nt
tat gd until this.

Everytime when I
heard Call tones,
I just hope you
have call me to chat.

Everytime when I
heard Msg tones,
I just hope you
have msg me to chat.

But I konw this
wont be happen.
Mostly gals don start chat
until they are msging the guy
they like or love.

Lastly,
Just wanna to say

謝謝你让
有一个机会说喜欢你
Just give me time to fall.

I will end my post of the day @
11:10 PM

Wednesday, August 27, 2008


Since you have see everything.
I have nth to hind from you.
I just have to do everything I have to do.

I have to stop everything I have to do.

Yes!
I'm regret now.

I had to face the fate now!!


Thanks alot

From you, To me
like you say just now, i wont change my theory and seriously dont waste your time on me.
can use the time for better thing than wasting it on me.
no matter what we are always friend.
might not be close,best.buddy friend. i have say dont waste your time, so bgr is defiantely out.
sorry to hurt you but really dont want you to pin too much hope on to me.


I wont so easily fall down.
You just come break my legs.
Let me fall down.

I will end my post of the day @
11:51 PM


Today morning go back school study ET theory. Then 11.30 got another lesson. The lesson got test. Final test. So next week no need go back loh. Off day le. 2 more weeks exam liao. So sian. Haiz. No mood study. Everything crush together. Sian. Then after test, went home liao. Just feel alone during on the way on bus. Feel like I had lost something. I'm so lost. I just cant find wat am I lost. Reach home at 2plus then come online this all. Online till 5plus then go buy dinner and eat. Just no Wei Kou to eat. Eat abit only then don eat le. Then went to watch tv until 7plus then go bath this all. At 8plus come online chat, check mail and play games. Tat's all for today.

I scare wat I writing now
I will be regret for my life.
Scare you will say,
"I think we both don be friend hao le"
or the friendship nt like before you read this.

Some text missing.

reply to ur msn nick.
Loving someone is nt hard.
Is how you handle it.
How you do it.
How you accept it.
How you take it.

I will end my post of the day @
11:05 PM


You think I'm so easily to fall down?
Sorry, I'm not tat kind of person.
I'm tat kind of person not easily fall down.
Unless you break both of my legs.

You din give me a chance to prove
tat I'm serious to you.
But I think I know you
have your own thinking and Freedoms.

Just Jia you
for your everythings.

把遺憾托運 易碎的情緒我手提

I will end my post of the day @
2:14 PM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008


Today nth much thing happen schooling this all. School until 3plus then go home liao. Then 4plus reach home. Then watch tv and fall asleep again. Then 6plus wake up eat dinner. 7plus go bath this all. Play com until now then come post.

Today you went to the nike race,
and I don know.
From morning msg you,
you din reply.
Afternoon msg you again,
you din reply again.
Now the way home,
I started to think.

Y keep msg you and
you din reply me.
I start to worry about you.
Thinking anything happen to you.

As I thinking,
my body started to shiver.
I am very scare tat something happen to you
or wat I had din wrong and you don wanna friend me anymore.

I just wish the bus can drive faster,
so tat I can reach home fast.
Faster reach home and check my blog.

I am just very scare tat something might happen on you.
On the bus,
I keep worrying and scaring tat really something happen.
Worry until grad things tight.
I just worry.
I hope you know y i am like tat.

Then half way on the bus,
you reply me.
And I finally can relax.
Coz know tat you are find.
When the time you reply me,
my heart that stone then can put down.
But still,
my body still shivering.
Don know why.
My heart almost drop out, YOU KNOW.
But luckily,
you are fine.

From the msg,
Know tat ur ex come back to school find you.
Don know y,
I just worry.
Worry about something
which not consisted my problem.
I should be happy
if he told you something.
But I just worry.

Then after the race,
you went to orchard to eat.
Just now msg you
and ask whether you have reach home,
but I told you tat if u wanna reply then reply.
You really din tat.
Don reply. I was worry again.
And stupid of saying tat.

Anyway,
just don be this to me again.
I can easily killed by you.
Worries about you.

I become negative again.
The race started 4plus
but you din reply me before tat.
Are you avoiding me.
Or is just my negative thinking again.

You still haven online.
Now is 11.50pm le.
Going 12 liao.
Think you are tired and busy.
Its ok.
Just like wat I say.
I must learn to let things go.

isit back for patch?
Am I right?

Now is 11.57
She reply me in msn.
All the things I was thinking is correct.
I just has to faces the fate.

I will end my post of the day @
10:35 PM

Monday, August 25, 2008


Today late for lesson coz got something need to do. But in the end, end with a quarrel. Haiz. After tat, when to class. Totally no mood to study and chat with friends. Then lunch time go eat this all. Then 12 back to class and study. 2 went to SW. Do SW until 3 like tat then take bus to Bishan meet Faith and Airu. Went to eat dinner this all. After Bishan, went to AMK to buy things. Buy until 8plus then go home. 9plus reach home. Then go watch tv and then go bath. After bath then come online and post.

Moodless
Angry

Morning wanna to meet you
coz I was late for my lesson plus
same time reaching inter.
But I call you,
you din even answer and sms no reply.
I think nvm.
I waited for you at least 15-20min,
and you reach.
As you reach, you just go in the q with out telling me.
Wat if I din saw you,
Am I going to keep waiting?
Haiz.
I think I wont be putting it in my heart,
its over. I just don wanna to say liao.

3rd quarrel
3rd quarrel in 1 month.
I just cant stop my emotional.
I just worry.
I just caring.
I just trying.
I just thinking.
But in the end,
Nth happen well.

26th August
Tml will be the day
we met each other for 1 month.
Time pass so fast.
1 month le.
In this 1 month alot of things happen.
Gd things, Bad things,
Happy things and Sad things
happen around us.

Bad Impression
I alway leaving bad impression in your heart.
Alway nt leaving gd impression in your heart.
Especially today.
I don know wat to say.
Just a very Bad impression!

Faith words.
From just now,
I was thinking of wat Faith say.
Did I take the wrong step?
I hope nt.

Letting go?
Should I learn to things go?
But I don wanna to let things go so fast.
I must prove to myself tat, I cant do it so fast!
But you will be happy tat, I learn to let things go.
So tat you have to.......

Learning.
Learning to talk to you more when we met each other.
Learning to keep a distance with you when we talk.
Learning to do things well.
Learning to be nicer to you, nt quarrel.
Learning to let things go.
Learning to let things go well.

Hope our misunderstanding will be
clear by now!!
Pls forgive me!

你要的爱,
我不能给你!
因为我没那种机会!

Pls don give up.
At least try.
No need worry de.
Must be confidence.
I will support you de.
=D

I will end my post of the day @
10:44 PM

Sunday, August 24, 2008


Today wake up at 9.30. Then go wash up and eat breakfast then go bath this and go out with father. First we went to uncle fetch grandma. Coz today uncle office got to prey. Then reach uncle house then I din follow father go office. But I follow my uncle and cousin to Ubin there take things. After tat, went back office. Reach office le then nth to do. Then play com. Then go her blog and friends blog. After viewing le, I started to think again. Think wat happen on Friday night. But I think is useless. So I went down and help. Then prey until 6plus then go home liao. Before going home, went to father friend house and pass him things then went to buy dinner then go home. Reach home le. Then get bath and come online loh.

All along I thinking wat happen on tat day
and wat I had doing for the pass few days.

Sometimes I like too think much.
But all is useless de.
What I thinking one is nt going to be happen.
I just day dreaming.

Sometimes I'm thinking of
am I too concern or
concern you too much and over the limit
until you thinking of I am very annoying.

Sometime,
I just need abit of eye contact and
a little attention from you.
I just wanna to have more time with you.
I have no much time liao.
November is getting nearer and nearer.
The day is getting lesser and lesser.

Now I'm thinking of everything I had done,
I think I'm serious about this this time.

But from just now the chat,
I sort of abit sian and sad.
But I think its ok.
I will still keep wishing and waiting.

Y you din reply my msg.
I just wanna to chat with you.
Why you drop the msg.
If you tired le, let me know.
I will drop the msg.
Pls don avoid me.
Haiz.
I think I just no fate with you.

I will end my post of the day @
9:20 PM


Camp:
Last night din online coz having camp in school. Then went back to home after school then went back to school again. Having a small meeting b4 going to the metta school. Then reach there liao, do alot of things. To many to remember and lazy to write. At about 5plus went back school for dinner. After dinner went to bath, bath finish then go play games with the others. Play until half way then her msg come. Then chat awhile. Then she went for own things. Actually must to be go sleep by 11.30 but everyone play until 2plus then sleep. Then sat wake up at 6.30 then get wash up this all then go play games. After the games, went to eat breakfast. Din eat much coz no Wei Kou. After breakfast, went back for meeting again. Meet until 10 like tat coz got Talk by a teacher. After the talk, went back downstair to paint a small wall for school. At around 2plus got parents meeting for us but nt every parents come. So after the meeting parents, HOME SWEET HOME loh.


Outing:
After back from camp, told mother tat wanna go out. Coz Airu say wanna go watch fire works then follow loh. But Kana scold. Sian. Nvm. Then meet Airu and Ke Hui at City Hall mrt station. Then Airu reach first. But we are late. So din watch the fire works. Watch abit jiu go liao. While waiting for Ke Hui to reach, I just cant control my emotional in front of Airu and I just drop my tears. Coz Stress on mother, reach home liao keep nagging me tat nt tired still wanna go out. Keep nag nag. Actually at home got drop my tears liao but I just have to control it in order nt to let my parents know. And the other thing is camp thing. I just don wanna to say. Sorry. But "She" will know wat happen last night when you reading it. Back to the story. After Ke Hui reach, we went to suntec and eat. Eat until 11 like tat then went back home loh. Reach home at around 11plus going 12 then go bath this then come online liao. Tat's all for today.


Cry
Emo
Sad
Jealous
Stress

Last night,
When you are standing just in front of me,
and I just don know to say anything.
I just hope you get wat I mean.
I just wanna to say thanks for accompany me for the 15-20min with me.
And thanks for letting me leading on your shoulder.
Sorry for nt asking and just go lead.

At tat time,
I just wish I can just wanna to stop the time on tat moment.
I just wanna to spend more time with you alone.
Just no one disturb us.
But!! But!!
I just don know how to talk.
And I just wasting time there.
But I just hoping tat u don walk away and we just keep talking.
But in the end,
you walk away.
I was just there cant do anything about it.
Just letting you go away.
But I think tat you also must have your own things to do,
so din go disturb you liao.

BF/GF
whenever I heard this words,
I was just like nth to do
and just to be jealous.
I cant do anything but jealous.
Although you told me tat is play play one,
but I still jealous about
wat a close relationship both of you have.
I just wanna to know more about you,
be close with you,
more time with you.
BUT!!
I cant. I just cant!!
I just don have the chance.

I'm so scare.
I'm so scare tat everytime I wanna to find you,
I just have to look around.
See whether anyone is looking
I just scare of everything now.

Lastly,
just wanna to thanks for letting me lead on your shoulder again.
And you din say a word.
But I think mostly gals wont allow.
But you din ask me nt.
Sorry nv ask permission and go lead.
But I very happy tat, u din ask me to go away.
Don know you mind it anot or just don know how to reject me or wat.
Just wanna to say
Thank You and Sorry!!

can you just promise me tat, we will take pic together when the next time we met.
Just like the post august 19.
Take pic together for me to keep as a memories.
I hope you can putting your hair down like last night when we together tat time.
You look nicer when your hair is down.

you reject me of letting me hug you.
I just wanna to feel warm when I'm down.
But I know u got your hard way.
I wont force you.
Anyway just really hope you like the present.
Hope you will treasure it well.
Make it reminds you tat, there is still got someone waiting for you,
although you
already have the person you like.


我放不過我自己
轉一圈回到了原地
眼淚是一種提醒 我還愛你
讓一切歸零

I will end my post of the day @
12:32 AM

Thursday, August 21, 2008


Today wake up at 8.30. Then don wanna wake up. haha. So tired. Then receive her msg, then chat chat this all. Then wake up go brush teeth this all. After breakfast went to bath. After bath, went to down stair buy things. After buying, back home and take my things then went for driving. Driving until 12plus then started to rain. WTF nv bring umbrella. Sian. Then teacher long pang me to Honda Show Room then I go myself. Then reach home eat lunch. Sian From morning 8plus until afternoon 2plus no supply coz outside my house they changing the meter board. So must cut off supply. Sian loh. Then nth to do. Then do housework until got supply. After doing housework, went to play com awhile then back to tv le. 5plus eat dinner liao. Finish dinner like fall asleep. Then around 7plus then wake up then go bath then iron cloths and pack bag for tml camp then come online and post. Tat's all..

Are you changing?
I hope nope.
I just want the normal you.
Just only the normal you inside yourself.

Tml camp le.
Wat should I do.
I don know how to face my problem.
Hope everything will be doing well.

I wish I could.
But I think I wont have the chance.
But if you don mind, may I have the chance?
Just 1 time only.
Pls!

This song is for you.
你走天桥,我走地下道- 何维健

I will end my post of the day @
9:05 PM


Today lesson cancel. So when to driving. 12.30 to 2. Today still ok. But changing lane is so SUX. parking is ok too.. Haha. After tat, went home first to put down things. Then after awhile, Faith call me. Then say meet at Hougang Inter alighting point. Then reach liao, take train to Orchard meet Airu, Then go wheelock first. Go buy my crumple bag. After tat, headed to far east. After far east, went to lucky plaza to eat dinner. Eat until 7plus then take train back to bishan. Coz I wanna to buy shirt and Faith wanna buy shoes bag. Then buy liao, go walk walk awhile then go home liao. Take bus 55 home. On the way home, in the saw Ken and Damian. Then we have chat this all until we reach our own stop. Then I accompany Airu home, after tat go home myself. Reach home at about 11 like tat. Then rest awhile, chat with father about my driving then go bath loh. After bath, come online and post.

This are the things I brought today.






attitude change.
Nth to say about it.
Just wanna to say,
You are nt the one I know.
The one I know, is gone.
I make it gone.
Gone Forever.
Haiz.
Wat to do.
Nth!!
Just keep walking can le.

WAT AM I TALKING!
AM I MAD.
SAY THIS KIND OF THING.


This song is for you.
转机- 潘玮柏

I will end my post of the day @
12:15 AM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008


Today class test again. But everyone don know how to do. Haha. Then after class test jiu go home le. Then wait for Faith at inter. Then take 72 together. In the evening time meet Airu and Faith go eat dinner. After dinner, went to mac and slack then discuss things about this Friday metta thing. Then about 11 plus then reach home. Then go bath this then come online and post. Tat's all.

Whatever thing I do,
I just cant get the person know wat I thinking.
and I just cant know wat she is thinking.
I just wanna to do things for her.
Just a simple thing.
But I cant.

Quarrel.
The 2nd time since we met.
Just only 3 weeks.
I just don know how to express my feelings.
I really don know wat to do about it.
I just cant get it right.
I just cant control.
I just cant do anything with it.
I just hope this is the last time.

After 2 oct
I scare tat we will lost contact.
I have no chance to meet ya again until 21/11/08.
I only have 1 day only.
I just wanna 1 chance.
Just 1 only.
Or even 1 hour.
I just need 1 hour is enough for me.
Just a 1.

April 2009,
you are leaving,
Leaving this school,
I just cant imagine tat I cant meet or saw you again.
I know this is fate.
Fate only let us meet only 4 months.
I will remember tat on the 25/07/08
I will remember how we met.
I wont forgot it.

1 more month,
we will going to cambodia.
I hope I can spend more time with ya,
can remember everything we done there.
1st time going overseas with friends and without family.
Hope everything will be fine.

18/08/08
The day of quarrel again.
Just a simple small thing.
And always I am the one who start everything.
And I just cant control my temper.
Y I have to be like tat.
Once I cant control,
I will throw temper on you.
I'm sorry.

19/08/08
Know tat you are cold,
but I wish to buy you some hot food for you to keep warm.
But I cant get the chance to.
Fate is making fun of me.
I nt a close friend.
So I cant do much thing tat I wish to do.

I will stop all my stupid, Bo liao and rubbish thing from now onwards.
I had promise you nt to keep thinking on the negative way.
Since I had make this promise to you,
I will nt go think on the negative way.
I know wat will happen if I starter to think negative again,
we will quarrel again.

Treasure.
I will treasure you.
I will treasure the time we had together.
I will treasure our friendship.
I will treasure everything we had say.
I will treasure all the sms I had receive from you.

Pictures.
I hope I can take pictures with you.
I hope I can take more pictures with you.
I just wanna to keep it for my memories.
My memory with you before you left the school.
I don know wat to say.
Just taking pictures with you is enough for me.
Just give me some memories to let me keep with me.
I just don wanna to forgot you.
Forgot ur look, forgot ur smile, forgot ur everything which I know from you.

Lastly.
Although I just cant wins your heart.
But I will wish you tat you can get to wins his heart.
Letting him know tat you wanna to be with him,
Letting him know to still got a person like you caring and concerning about him.
I just wanna to say I will support you for what you are doing for him.

爱一个人就是要放她走,
爱一个人就是要祝福她。
祝福她能
找到她要的辛福!

I will end my post of the day @
11:59 PM

Monday, August 18, 2008


once again!
I make her angry again.
I really don know how to express my feeling.
I really din mean it de.
Wat should I do.
I making her angry for the 2nd time.
I don know wat happen to me today.
Anyhow talk.
Everything I am going to blame myself.
Pls put all the blame on me.

I will end my post of the day @
11:58 PM


Nth much today. Went to school this all. Then go class test. Sian cant finish. Teacher give de time too short. Haiz. Then tml still have 1 more test. After tml can relax abit liao. But still need to study. Then today sw, teacher let us go early. Instead of early, he let us go home. Haha. Next week will be the last lesson for sw. After next week jiu study week liao. So sian. Then next 2 week jiu exam week le. Haiz. Don know can pass bo. Tat's all for today.

I know this few days I very annoying,
I keep saying and asking the same thing whenever you go.
I just wanna to know what you doing and concern you more only.
But I know I cant change the fate tat we cant be together.
The only thing I can do is
care and concern you more.
Hope you know y I doing this all.






are you blocking me??
I hope I am thinking too much!!

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10:12 PM

Sunday, August 17, 2008


Back from uncle house about 1hr ago. Then reach home liao go on com. Then went to iron cloths. After ironing, went to bath. After bath liao jiu lai post liao.
Nth much today. Wake up at 10 plus then eat breakfast cum lunch. Then half eat half watch movie. After watching, went to study liao. Study until 5 plus then go bath and prepare to go uncle house to eat dinner.. Then after dinner, watch tv awhile then go study again. Study about 30min then go watch grandma, aunty they all play mahjiong. Then watch until 10plus jiu come home liao. Tat all for today.

After the incident last night,
I'm thinking tat her attitude to me had change.
Nt like b4 last night de her le.
She changed.
I think she still cant forgot wat had happen last night.
I think between both of us there is wall already.
The wall separate us away.
Friendship is nt so gd liao.
Still will hide something.
Wat to do.
Who ask me.
自作自受!
对不起!
我错了!

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11:58 PM


Now she is online.
And msn her, but she din reply.
I think she is angry with me.
Coz I shouted at her last night during our sms.
I know you care about him alot.
I can see really very worry about him last night.
I wanna to help you.
But I don know how to help.
I don know how to say something.
But I had try my best.

Sorry,
I don really mean to shout you.
I just wanna you don worry so much.
Just wanna you relax.
I know I'm nt in ur shoes,
I cant know wat you thinking.
But I just wanna to help you only.

She reply and offline.
I think I had to control my temper.
Hope you forgot wat we msg last night.
But I know is no such thing as forgot.
If nt, I wont forgive myself wat I did last night.

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12:48 PM

Saturday, August 16, 2008


Nth much today. Wake up at 11plus then eat lunch cum breakfast. Rest awhile then go study math. Study until dinner time. Then go eat dinner and rest awhile. While resting, I fall asleep. LOL.. Sleep until going 8 then wake up and get bath then come online. Now still studying.

All day long msg her.
Really hope tat can be with her.
But I think I don have a single chance.
Coz she got the person she like liao.
Haiz. Wat to do. The world is just like tat.


燕羚收:
在这两三个星期里,
一直以来都是我在想太多,
还有都是我的一厢情愿的想法!

虽然我们不能在一起,
但是我还是希望你能再次和我做好朋友,
就像我们在 08/08/08 的时候,
有说有笑的。

也虽然 我赢不到你的芳心,
不过我还是很希望你能和他在一起,加油!

那么最后,
我想要对你说的是,
我是真心喜欢你的!

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10:25 PM

Friday, August 15, 2008


Did I do the right thing!! Pls!! Someone tell me pls..

Really really hope tat we are still great friends like b4.
I don wanna to spoil this friendship.

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11:49 PM


Today lesson start at 10 but I'm late for 30min. Then reach class liao then study until 11plus jiu off school liao. After school ask Wen Xiang to pei me go Nokia care to collect my phone. After collect take bus home. Reach home at 2plus. Then eat lunch and play com until 3plus then go bath this all. Then after preparing, went to school for YEP cambodia meeting. Meeting until 6plus. Today meeting was fun and busy. Did get the chance to take pic with her. (you should know who are you) LOL.. After meeting, take bus with Faith, Moon, Pat and Udrena. Chat quite lot of things on the bus. Then tampines liao, three of them go mac eat dinner. As for me and Faith, we went to koven to eat mac also. Nt feeling well, so eat abit only then nv eat liao. Very xin ku. Then bo bian. Take cab home. Reach home liao then go bath. Bath half way, vomit. Vomit my mac out.. Eeeek... LOL!! Then after bath, come online then come post.

Today is so sick.
And I have no chance to talk to you in person.
How I wish I could I have more time with you.
Everytime when comes to face to face, we had nth to talk.
After wat happen today, I become more and more no confidence.
The way you treat me is just like a stranger or you don even know me at all.

有时候我在忧虑着我该做些什么..
是不是我想太多.. 还是..

是我一厢情愿的念头..

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9:50 PM

Thursday, August 14, 2008


Now nth to do so come post. Morning wake up at 8plus then eat breakfast then go prepare to go out. Got driving lesson at 11. Then today go test road 5 and 6 and practice Reverse and Parallel parking. So tired keep doing wrong. Haiz.. Then after lesson, went home watch tv, play com and chat with Udrena then go eat dinner liao. Eat dinner fall asleep then 7 like tat then wake up. Wake up liao go cut hair. Then come back get bath then come online play game and blogging. Tat's all for today.

Wat should I do?
Am i thinking too much.
Or the secret has be know.
Wat can I do.
Any1 can tell me..
Haiz.
Hope tat you wont know about it.
Coz it is too fast.
Take care of urself.

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10:44 PM


Nth much today in school. Just went for a lesson then go home liao. Reach home liao then rest and eat dinner and watch tv. After eating, sis wanna go study then tell dad she wanna drive to school. So father ask me to go car take the bodykit up coz today wanna pass to sis bf to go help him spray the bodykit of us. after dinner, fall asleep then around 8 then wake up. Then go bath and come online loh. Tat's all!!

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12:28 AM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008


now talking to Udrena on msn. Then ask me nv blog then I say don know. And she told me to blog about her..
OK loh. Lets thing about wat to write about her.

But I don know her quite well coz we just met each other only got 1 week and 5 days.
Haha. Know her the meeting for the cambodia trip. Moon brought her here. Tat time when I reach the meeting, I was thinking y got 1 new member. Who brought de?? Then thinking of nvm la. Got more ppl then fun. After awhile, teacher come. Then call ask go discuss about wat to do when we reach there. After the discussion need to do presentation. Then I jump to her table and sit with her group and her. Haha.
Then make fun this all, saw her smiling and laughing this all. Then suddenly make me feel like I know her quite long liao. Haha. LOL.. Then meeting finish liao jiu go home liao. A few days later teacher say all of the members in the trip a email tat she had create a blogspot for the trip. Then got alot of emails, then I 1 by 1 go add msn and friendster. Got add her also. Then from tat time, started to chat with her this all until now. haha..

From those chat, I feel tat She is a cheerful, lazy(haha), hardworking and guai(=P) gal. LOL..
Really don wat to write la. Din know her quite well la. So stop here. =P
[To you]
although both of you nt together liao but you are still friend. Still can ask him out! To shop, watch movie and watch ur fav fireworks. Don think too much. Got chance de. Jia You!!


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8:56 PM

Monday, August 11, 2008


Today wake up at 9 like tat. Then eat breakfast then go prepare to go out. Meet Wee Teck first. We go CS coz I wan repair my hp. After tat, when to play Initial D awhile. After meet Faith at tm then go walk walk awhile then take train to Pasir Ris to meet Airu. But we reach there very early so we went to see ppl fish at Pasir Ris Town Park. Then awhile Airu came then we took bus to E-Hub to watch movie. We watch the movie at 5 then finish by 6.30. After tat, went to White Sand to walk awhile then take Bus to Koven to wat mac. Wat until 9 like tat then go Heart Land Mall to walk walk awhile also. Then reach home at around 10 like tat. Then get bath then come online.

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10:43 PM

Saturday, August 9, 2008


Nth much today. When to cineleisure watch money not enough 2 with Guo Huat, Wen Xiang, Sam and Ding Wen. Then watch until 3plus then go home liao. Reach home liao eat dinner then get prepare to go out. Meeting Faith at koven mac discuss about the metta thing. Then reach home at 10 like then get bath then come online.

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12:02 AM

Sunday, August 3, 2008


Nth much today..

Happy Birthday DAD!!!!

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11:22 PM