Friday, May 7, 2010
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Went MS with Eric to look for Sam. Finally got chance to go look for him as he asked me for don know how many times to go find him. Then once reach there, go find him and he pass me my stuff then Eric also wanna play so we spend 2hours there for play. Eric and I spend alot and caught alot bears.. But I spend the most. All difference kinds of bear. After MS, went back to Koven meet Airu and Desmond. Very long nv meet for dinner and beancurd and stuff. Chit Chat alot. Just miss the fun of it!! Nth much bah.
Things getting more and more worst I think?!! More things are coming up again. Which I don like it. Don know it would happen. Maybe I did too much or I think too much. Friends are telling me what to do and what I should or shouldn't do. Take their advice but in the end, is all up to me. True is up to me. But I just don know what to do. NS is getting nearer and nearer already. Am I suppose to do my all stuff before going in? Or rather hanging over there? I still don know my answer yet. What will happen when I went to NS. Isit good or bad for me? Who will know? Even myself also don know good or bad. Gotto pray hard that everythings will goes well without letting 1 and other getting hurt bah. That's the only thing I wishing for.
You know what you want.
You know what you wish for.
You know what can do and what cant.
You know what will happen if this continue.
You know what gonna happen next.
You know what everything.
I will end my post of the day @
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